Jessa

I used to be frustrated that miss precious always wanted to sleep on me but I have recently come to cherish these fast fleeting moments because baby J wont be little forever.  Today I was looking at my scar from my C-section and it has healed quickly and you really can't see a huge scar.  For a long time I had a hard time embracing it until mr hubbins started calling it my zipper.  That's jessa's zipper and for some reason I loved that immensely.

Jessa is my precious gift from heaven and she meets all the needs I have ever wanted.  I really love her.
it is so easy now for me to see my blessings when Jessa is around.  I love how she flings her hands and arms open wide and gets a frightened look on her face when the blender is on and then greaks into a grin and giggle as it stops.  I love her little voice that jabbers throughout the day and gets increasingly louder and faster the closer it gets to bedtime.  I love that now that she is around I don't feel lonely at all and I know that Heavenly Father is looking out for me personally.  I feel safe and feel hope even when my trials seem unsurmountable... all because I have Jessa.