Have you ever felt....

Have you ever felt like you are living in a soap opera?  That is how I feel right now!  I am dealing with so much family drama, not fun!  Sometimes I am grateful I grew up with only a brother because it is easier to only deal with one sibling then the 5 siblings I have now...  I wish I could say it was just family drama I was dealing with but somehow by becoming friends with a lady in our ward and being friends with her sister from a church camp from when I was about eighteen has also caused problems.  From there this lady decided that something I had told her in confidence that she thought it would be okay to share it with her sister, and when I kindly tried to ask her not to do this in the future she became offended and started calling me immature, that I was irrational and had a bunch of issues that I needed to resolve on my own.  Yes I know my life is not perfect but I don't need you gossiping about me either.  I feel like everywhere I turn I am back in high school in the  process of being gossiped about, fought with, offended by and so on.

When will this ever end?!  I feel like crawling into a hole and not coming out until everyone I have to deal with learns to solve their own problems.  I guess I shouldn't thank Heavenly Father for the trials I had in the past and what I learned from them because He now seems to be wanting to teach me an even bigger lesson.  If you know, please can you share the secret?  If not, I'll let you know when I find out what it is.